The day after Xmas...

after several days thinking about returning the thing, i finally gave it to him. Even though, it's not as planned, but finally I managed to give it to him after several failed attempts to meet. Kayaknya things will change, I hope for the better. Again, I have no expectation because I think I already know the answer before this event happened. It is scarry to let someone know that you care about him or her. It is as scarry as being loved because when you let yourself be loved, you let your guard down.