April 07
Has it been that long since I blogged? Wow...
time does fly...
I have disappeared for so long because i want to be able to express myself verbally than on the net. My friend had this personality test and the 5 of us took the test but I wasnt there when they took the test. Their results were pretty accurate. So, they took a guess of my personality. and it turned out that it is completely the opposite of their guess :)
Their guess was I am a social butterfly who is always active and enjoys going out a lot. And it turned out that I am the opposite. According to the test, I am a passive and factual person, who likes to stay at home, enjoy a good book,and the company of a small group of people.
They were shocked.
Literally, shocked.
hahahhaha
It's good that they know who I really am. But, there is a little part of me that does not like being read like an open book. Well, at least, the readers are my closed friends. I just hope that they are not going to announce it to the world. which I doubt.
Once, I finished with my test. One person got so excited and she started telling another friend.
And, apparently, my result was the same as two other persons. a guy and a girl. and, the worse part is they started mentioning how i should pursue this guy.
And I am sure you know which guy I am referring here. Yes, you. I know you :P the only person that knows my blog. Yes, it's him. The X.
yes, those two girls said that x is a nice guy. then i asked them why the questions about me and him.
finally, opne of them spoke up. and she said that she thought she saw something between me and him.
I was washing the dishes at that time and the only think that crossed my mind was OMG, it's that obvious??!!!
but, i tried to calm myself down. because i know it's not obvious.
so, i just kept asking her, like when, or how she thought that there is something going on between me and him.
and she couldnt really explain it. she didnt remember which event. and at the end of the night, i was off the hook.
they believed that what their saw all these times were just their over-analyzing things.
i guess i do have a poker face hahaha
although, my heart was pounding like crazy. my mind was scared and anxious. and thankfully, i was doing the dishes, or else, i dont know how i could hide my sweaty palms hahaha
to make long story short,
2 weeks after that, i told them that i gave up on him. i said that yes i liked him but i am going to let him go.
again, they were shocked.
they didnt say anything.
i know that one of them wanted to ask me questions but i think she was scared. she didnt want to intrude.
in a way, i feel better now that i can actually voice it out that i am to let go this feeling....
but i dont think im ready to face him yet.
it will take some time.
and now, it's time to cut my hair
hahaha
late for me appointment...
time does fly...
I have disappeared for so long because i want to be able to express myself verbally than on the net. My friend had this personality test and the 5 of us took the test but I wasnt there when they took the test. Their results were pretty accurate. So, they took a guess of my personality. and it turned out that it is completely the opposite of their guess :)
Their guess was I am a social butterfly who is always active and enjoys going out a lot. And it turned out that I am the opposite. According to the test, I am a passive and factual person, who likes to stay at home, enjoy a good book,and the company of a small group of people.
They were shocked.
Literally, shocked.
hahahhaha
It's good that they know who I really am. But, there is a little part of me that does not like being read like an open book. Well, at least, the readers are my closed friends. I just hope that they are not going to announce it to the world. which I doubt.
Once, I finished with my test. One person got so excited and she started telling another friend.
And, apparently, my result was the same as two other persons. a guy and a girl. and, the worse part is they started mentioning how i should pursue this guy.
And I am sure you know which guy I am referring here. Yes, you. I know you :P the only person that knows my blog. Yes, it's him. The X.
yes, those two girls said that x is a nice guy. then i asked them why the questions about me and him.
finally, opne of them spoke up. and she said that she thought she saw something between me and him.
I was washing the dishes at that time and the only think that crossed my mind was OMG, it's that obvious??!!!
but, i tried to calm myself down. because i know it's not obvious.
so, i just kept asking her, like when, or how she thought that there is something going on between me and him.
and she couldnt really explain it. she didnt remember which event. and at the end of the night, i was off the hook.
they believed that what their saw all these times were just their over-analyzing things.
i guess i do have a poker face hahaha
although, my heart was pounding like crazy. my mind was scared and anxious. and thankfully, i was doing the dishes, or else, i dont know how i could hide my sweaty palms hahaha
to make long story short,
2 weeks after that, i told them that i gave up on him. i said that yes i liked him but i am going to let him go.
again, they were shocked.
they didnt say anything.
i know that one of them wanted to ask me questions but i think she was scared. she didnt want to intrude.
in a way, i feel better now that i can actually voice it out that i am to let go this feeling....
but i dont think im ready to face him yet.
it will take some time.
and now, it's time to cut my hair
hahaha
late for me appointment...
posted by kacang goreng at 2:50 PM
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