EZ

I have to learn to be able to take things slow and just wait as it comes when feelings involve, than jumping into conclusions or assuming things.
From our last meeting, I realized that it's kinda hard for us to cross that line at least that's what I feel. Although, I saw a different side of this person last week. He said something, a very personal thing, to me. My jaw almost dropped when he told me that, but , of course, I tried to keep a straight face. Now, I feel a lot of sadness in him whenever I see him. So is it true that people who joke a lot are trying to cover whatever they are trying to cover?
I do that sometimes cuz ,sometimes, I can't deal with whatever I am trying to deal with. Just need a break from it.
Well, we are just being extra friendly to each other now. I don't want to put all my hopes in this person because of his past. I heard that he shopped around. It's understandable because we all want to be with someone that we like. So knowing his past, I have to be careful. That's all.