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yes im going to complaint again... hahaha u dont like what u read then move on, no one forces u to stop here..there are other blogs..eniwei..just got a talk with my bro.. damn, lose another friend.
mau temenan aja ga isa,,, padahal we have so much in common... ha..sounds silly right.. im a grown up n should be able to hang out with anyone, not in this case.
anway,,,just sad that i lost my only hang out buddy...
ya..life is tough.. i used to think that life is tough if u think it's tough.. but, im learning and still learning..
learning about people.. how u have to play politics in the office..
ha! shiet.. ya exactly..shiet!
anyway.. lagi not in the mood being alone but really cant be with my bro right now... soalnya dia itu banyak kata...
sounds mean ya me though dia care for me...
yeah sometimes, just freakin stubborn..
i dont know,i guess little things add up..
but i have to be able to see the big picture ..move past the little things..
i kinda regret that aku bakal bawa dia pergi jalan2 ntar.. im just so scared that he will complain about the prices ..
terus belon lagi comment ini itu yang bener2 unnecessary...
cuz i really need a break from work, from here.
stupid ya aku, i actually beliin tiket buat dia.. now i am trapped..
that's why never pity orang jadinya lu sendiri yang mumet..

i feel so angry about things..
ppl think that i have a good life now which is kinda true...but i feel so mt inside..
dont know why i keep meeting not so nice people...
yeah i moved for a job..left my friends thinking that i can always meet people and be friends with them...
i guess not..or not yet...
lots of times i think i am depressed cuz i am thinking about death..
just got a new job but thinking about being dead instead..
yes i am ungrateful
i just hope that this is just a phase ..but i doubt it..

usual day

duh capeknya... hari ini bener2 dead tired man..untung besok wis weekend..though weekend juga ga ngapa2in sih...
pengen pulang..pengen pulang thats all i can think of sejak 4 jam yang lalu oi.. edan..untung ada msn, ada internet connection, kalo ga, isa matek lah.. and thanks to the wall..
ya,,aku duduk di pojok..so yg bisa ngeliat my screen cuma tembok! hauehahahahaha
tapi tetanggaku kadang nyebelin sih, demen ngintip2
gaplek! aku tau deh dia ngintip kerajaanku darimana..gaplek!!!kok stupid gini sih akuuuuuuuuu
dia mo pinjem kertas ID.. i tulis hasil kerjaku di kertas itu..gaplek! goblok goblok goblok..
man, kok gak kepikiran aku iini..
untung aku udah submit hasilku..n manager tau kallo itu hasilku..
at least they know..
lesson learnt..never ever percaya sama orang...and never assume..