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finally i have the guts to ask him. i asked him to meet up for a coffee. i know that i should have said after work. not during lunch. but i am too scared because with lunch, we have a short time, but after work?hmm not sure if i can handle it.
so, he said, now? uh i just got one :<

yubba dobba dooo

Good news!!!!somebody will treat me a dinner my choice the next time i go to seattle or see her!!!!
darn!!!i should have asked her when she visited me because i knew this day will come.
now i have to wait.
ah. it's ok. worth the wait
hahahha

D, I am happy for you ...

Life...

If you are faced with this question, how would you fill in the blank without any deep thinking

Life ........

This is what my friend said:

Life is a priveledge.
You have to live to the fullest because not many people have such luxury so it will be an insult to them if you dont live yours to the fullest.
The fullest meaning enjoying it to the max and be the best that you can be.

That's why I admire this person. Very knowledgeable and humble at the same time. Always know what and when to say it. Does not say things that you want to hear, instead the brutal truth, the reality. Believe it or not, this person keeps my life going and help me to keep my head up.

I have to say thank you to the bastard that introduced us hahahahha
I guess life is funny. You dont know how it will turn out.

capek

why ppl keep asking me questions that i cant answer?????????
trust me, i will tell u when i hear the news. what do u want me to do? what answer u want to hear? i cant wait for that day to come either. but rite now, i dont have the answer so just leave me alone.
stop asking the same question again again and again.
when are u going home
are u staying there
you are not going home no more
how is your visa
is it approved yet
any news yet

thank you for the concern, i really appreciate it. but, there is one person i cant understand. u know that i am waiting for my visa and yet u ask me when are u going home? lu jadi pulang ga sih? WTH?????!!!
why would i process my visa if i want to go home?? if u want to start a conversation but dont know what to ask, u have 2 choices, ask an intelligent questions or just shut up.
okay!
ask me these questions again when u can suggest me something. before that, leave me alone.
i have enough headache.
i dont need any useless comments.

i need to get away...i have so much anger in me..