The day after Xmas...

after several days thinking about returning the thing, i finally gave it to him. Even though, it's not as planned, but finally I managed to give it to him after several failed attempts to meet. Kayaknya things will change, I hope for the better. Again, I have no expectation because I think I already know the answer before this event happened. It is scarry to let someone know that you care about him or her. It is as scarry as being loved because when you let yourself be loved, you let your guard down.

Canon..

Try the Christmas Canon..
http://www.trans-siberian.com/multimedia/video.shtml
and this one too..
http://ia300104.us.archive.org/0/items/Canon/BoysSopranoChoirPachelbel.mp3

u think u know me HUH!

duh aku paling buenciiiiiiiiiiiiiii sama orang yang sok tauuuuuuuu...you dont know me that well, okay!so just shut it man!

zzz..

yeah.. males kerja euy hari ini!!!!
I was browsing around pbase.com and found some Indonesians. They post pictures of Indonesia and it reminds how beautiful Indonesia is.
A lot of the parks are still untouched. The color of the water and the sky are so blue, like pure blue. It's as beautiful as the Carribean, Fiji, etc.
Everytime I go home, I always wanted to visit those places, but up until now I never done it, instead, I stayed home with my familia. hahaha
duh, pengen bobok. ngantuk!!!
kopi does not help.
prob. a bit of slapping will wake me up
hehehe

mon ami

Am I about to lose one of my dearest and closest person? I don't call this person a friend anymore because this person is more than a friend. I have to be ready for the consequences, ie. losing, can't chat as often after what I sent to this person.
anyway. only time can tell...
and now it's just a waiting game...