Post Memorial Weekend

Why is it so hard to move on? Even after knowing the facts.

(almost) End of May 07

The looong weekend is here. I finally got my answer. I asked about the movie and he brushed it off.
Time to move on:) the one thing that I should have done months ago .ha! :)

May 07

I hear noises around the office but I dont feel like joining them. It's friday. I should be celebrating too because I finished my project and resolved a problem.
This is the 2nd time I went to see a doctor. First appointment was the introduction to the annual physical exam.
And I just got back to my 2nd appt. I got my lab result back.
It was not pleasant. My inner body is a little messed up, that's all, but it's good to know that I am not dying :)
I try to keep myself thinking that because there are lots of ppl with worse conditions than mine.
What I need right now is someone that can hold my hand and give me a hug.
Gosh, this is the most depressing entry I ever written.
I know that it will be fine. but right now, what I really need is some distractions. See a movie or something.
I am not in the mood to babysit someone right now because I dont want to spread my depression :)