2 more days....

I will be flying home in the next two days...I am tired...I cant wait to get on that plane and sleep.
I hope my seat partner is not a huge person that will hog my seat...sorry if I sound mean but it did happen to me and thankfully I was sitting by the window, so I just squeezed myself to the corner, like, really2 close to the window.
I am tired because things have been going out of my control. There are things happen that came to me as a surprise.
I am disappointed and hurt. I guess it is my fault because I expect too much from people.
or I am too blind to see. I dunno know which one but it wont make any difference because it cant change things.
I wish that I am a kind of person that can let things go easily and move on with life. I am my mother's child but I cant be her altho I want to.
I admire my mom because of her strength, and patience. I wish that someday she can taste happiness in her life.

I was going to write a happy blog because I am going home. And you can see that I am a very disoriented person. I get distracted by feeling very easily :)

I am tired of packing...I want to take a break...
Taking a vacation is not as easy as it seems. It is actually more work for me. but it's all good.
Here I come putuuuuuu
Do you know what putu is???
Putu is a very wonderful invention by the Javanese.
It is made out of rice flour. and it is steamed with coconut milk. then it has a brown sugar filling, and sprinkle with coconut flakes..
ohhh ..yummm...
and u have to eat them while they are warm.
but, i eat them when they are cold anyway hahahha

ok..see you all in the next 27 days...